Ok princess let me try and explain.
Your beautiful name means light.
Light is the truth, according to the old scriptures of Plato and so on.
So when you shine with that beautiful light it is because you are essentially honest.
When you are honest, you can’t cheat in all the other areas of your life. Because if someone asks you on this and that, and you are always honest, then you would have to tell about your things done wrong.
So honesty, light and good moral life are the same. They are essentially prerequisites.
I have been a massive truth teller and speaker. Some years ago more than now. I just went to the top of the highest mountain and let anyone know the truth. In other words, I am what you call an enlightener.
So people got extremely mad at me, and started trying to shut me up.
I stood there with my eyes blazing calling forth truth and in changed the world.
When you are going to shed your own beautiful light, probably you won’t do that. And my advice would be to maybe do things a little more mild, as you are doing.
It’s a path essentially that you can choose, the path of light.
It will bring you to a place of beauty, but what you give in exchange is all the easy sins you can make. Because it is not nice to have to tell your lover, that you may have…
G-d bless the will to be a true light bringer.