Princess I hope, that you feel ok again. I know, that there are ups and downs, I must say, that I am a bit surprised at how your feelings are so strong.
At one hand, this is love, and it gets you from the highest peaks to the bottom of the ocean in a second.
But to be honest, I am really sorry, that it is so tumultuous for you.
I honestly have no idea why this truly happens. I am busy, and sometimes, I have a lot of things to do. So I can’t be present all the time. I try, but you know I work, I have the kids and so on.
Ok, but listen, I am not the type that just quits and gives up, I am pretty stable.
Though I understand if you feel that it is too much, I don´t blame you, if you find it too taxing.
I would miss you so much, but as I said in the beginning, I have no claim on you nor do I have any motivation for binding you.
If you like me, that is lovely, I like you. We are promised and soul mates.
So it is really your choice, I have no motivation to hold you against your will.
G-d bless the will to set those you love free.
