I don’t know what is happening with my connection to Israel. But as the fortunes of Israel is good or bad, my life automatically follows on.
I have this weird, deep and profound connection to the ups and downs of Israel.
So, I guess maybe the angels want to protect me and get another job than king of Israel, because the future of that project seems less and less probable.
But on a deep level, the connection is still there. If Israel goes down, it will be extremely difficult for me to avoid going down with Israel.
That is a scary place to be, when you have so little control of what is going on, and the things that are going on, just pulls Israel deeper down in the mud.
I hope that I survive the fall, it it comes. But I am extremely worried about it, to tell the truth.
As long as Israel is at war, peace in the rest of the world, has little true consequence for my own life.
G-d bless the will to finally find peace in Israel. And may we both survive.
