Listen, I think we just have to realize, that G-d for some reason elected me as the king.
I can’t get away from it, neither can Israel.
Problem is, Hashem is an angry g-d. He is punishing us. Me included.
Angels may be sweet and wonderful. G-d is not sweet and wonderful. G-d is ruler and a tough one at that.
He will scold, punish and push me and you to either the brink of destruction or to the realization of a new king on the throne of David.
He knows best, and even though I would personally wish a more standard life somehow, maybe G-d has other ideas.
I feel an urge to come and realize the throne of David. It’s an inner motivation that I have never had before.
G-d wants this, maybe we should listen and do as we are supposed to.
At least I have seen enough of punishing to shirk my responsibilities.
G-d bless the will of the creator, may we have peace and prosperity in the world. No more war.
