Listen princess, I have tried to understand what you are truly going through. There is the story about Napoleon who were leading the troops of the new republic.
He was the hero of the French Revolution.
He had fallen for a young girl back in Paris, and then when he went back into the fray, he was just unable to function without her.
He lost all the battles he fought because of love, missing, worrying.
In the end, the generals had to send the young girl to the front for Napoleon to be well. So then he was ok again.
Maybe that is the problem? The distance?
The thing is, to get from where we are now, to actually be together there is a number of hoops we have to jump through. That is what is worrying me. I am more of the “go fix” kind of type.
I try to make things happen.
Remember I talked about the path to you? So I am working on that issue, which essentially means that I need to be famous internationally to have the freedom to travel. So that is what I am working on.
I do not really care about the fame, to be honest, but that is the only way, that I can be with you, so that is the path I am choosing.
When it happens, fingers crossed, I will be able to travel, and meet you in Spain.
So you are my goal in a sense. The path to get to you, is really what I am focusing on.
Ok?
G-d bless the will to find a path to you.
