Elon, we have been acquaintances for some time. You have read my ideas here at rubicon, in fact, you have probably been a bit inspired, here and there, I hope.
So, this is my candid advise to you. SHUT UP!
You are ruining your own life by letting yourself be guided by your own anger.
When you are under pressure, you say the most stupidest of things, that are just the effect of your horrible state.
When you do that, then do something else, say that you are sorry, and you are under a lot of pressure, so you say things, that you regret.
And then stop saying things that you regret.
I know how it is, I have just been through a year of horrible pressure.
It gets to you. The best you can do, is to stop all your impulsive reactions, and accept, that you are not really in control.
As one of the old fishermen told, when he was asked about anger, you need to listen to your anger, because it guides you, but you should not be controlled by it.
The best way, to not be controlled by your anger, is to shut up!
This is from a friend, right. You tried to help me, I am paying back.
G-d bless the will to find a positive way in the chaos around you. Come on, Elon, you can do it!!